Remember that time of a weekday when you have had lunch and don’t want to work anymore, so you fantasize about things you could be doing instead. I make lists of these things, so I can do them on weekends-
- Lists of things that need to be taken care of
- Of things, I wish to be doing in my leisure time
- Of things, I probably won’t be able to afford to do realistically
I do none of these things on weekends. I did not watch Finding Dory, I did not go for a photo walk, did not eat Sushi, did not get the bike seat fixed so my bum will still get wet when it rains tomorrow. I moped all day today because it felt like the lists were mocking me. I even got grumpy and questioned my capabilities. But now I am okay and let me tell you that I shall get to these lists. It’s only a matter of time. I am going to do it. I am just not pissed off enough.