Day 10, today was bad
“No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it’s not the same river and he’s not the same man.” Day 10Today was bad. I ate …
Dear Pag
Pag,I got the book today. When I first saw it, I completely missed the first page. I rumbled through it looking for signs of you: pencil marks, …
Skin
Some things change you like many things can’t. When Sapir and Whorf said language dictates thought, I did could not sleep for 2 nights. I kept wondering …
Pagli
I went on a walk with Goldie. I noticed a shrub that has birds & squirrels living in it. I stood there & looked at birds. If …
Totu
In 2018, I shifted home, desiring the coziness of family as much as to abandon it forever. That formed a big big part of my mental health. …
Papa
It has been 65 days since papa’s operation. Two months since we came home, tried to gather our lives, created new routines, and then made newer ones …
Period Problems (fuckfuck)
My periods came 10 days earlier than expected this month, which means it came only 18 days apart from the earlier one. I am irritated, and not …
Alopecia
I find it harder to like myself on some days than on others. I don’t want to forgive my body its tiring flaws. Recently I lost chunks …
My body my opinions
I like my body, too many gym subscriptions later. I like the color of my skin. I like my height. I even like the color and the …
Bye bye birdie
There were nests in our balcony, built by little grey birds with yellow necks and blackheads. I would stare at them. Sometimes I planted my camera on …