I have none. But I have an unwavering will, which gives me the false notion that I am going to be fine ambition-wise.
•
I have been sitting at my desk every day for the last month making excuses for productivity. One book of grammar, one of Latin roots of English words, a Ray Bradberry book of essays about writing, and more non-fiction later I know it’s time for the writing, of actually putting pen to paper, fingers to keyboard till writing comes at will and isn’t left at the mercy of “inspiration”. I want to, like Zinsser says, learn the art of rewriting, decluttering, and simplifying.
•
Alongside, I have been following this list that gives my reading of fiction more variety. It has been wonderful. The last book I read was Pachniko (for Historical fiction). A beautiful book I would otherwise not have read. I now know about Korean history and struggle, an idea that had refused to stick in my mind for lack of context. I believe history makes sense (to my mind) when attached to people and their stories. So, after I am done with this list I want to start a new one; I want to read a novel based on each country in the world.
Starting today, I want to write 500 words every day at 12 pm; hopefully sparing some for Instagram. I want to promise to read books from all countries, no matter how hard to find, afford, or like they turn out to be. Let the writing of this post increase the legitimacy of my tasks, and let it put more strength in my will. If I fail to keep my unqualified promise, may fairy Godmother turn me into the pumpkin that I am destined to otherwise be.