Figuring it
I pray for a day the high point of which is getting an Amazon delivery or reading a brilliant quote on the internet or convincing Dadi to …
I lived a nightmare yesterday
I lived a nightmare yesterday. Everything that my anxiety made me imagine, came true, over laundry. Laundry. Lesson: any reason is excuse enough when you reach saturation. …
Of discipline
I have none. But I have an unwavering will, which gives me the false notion that I am going to be fine ambition-wise. • I have been …
My insides hurt.
The inside of my mouth is coarse from incessantly nibbling the flesh. The part of my middle finger that touches the index is pink and raw from …
Period Problems (fuckfuck)
My periods came 10 days earlier than expected this month, which means it came only 18 days apart from the earlier one. I am irritated, and not …
Elastic days
BabyR pops in for a bit before going to (play)school. Wakes me up. I don’t know a better way to wake up. Goldie comes and cuddles for …
Alopecia
I find it harder to like myself on some days than on others. I don’t want to forgive my body its tiring flaws. Recently I lost chunks …
My body my opinions
I like my body, too many gym subscriptions later. I like the color of my skin. I like my height. I even like the color and the …
Of warm afternoons
I have been looking for an activity mindless enough to occupy my hands while letting me be free to think – but not think so much that …
Loose Women
My mother has paranoid schizophrenia. Growing up, we didn’t know these words, we didn’t even know there was a problem bigger than her “mood”. She was a …